Author: Chu

Sing For The Moment, such a great song.

It’s interesting that as the new generation of “koushui” songs always makes the old ones become somehow classic, if there are new ones, of course.

Sing for the moment use to be really koushuish a few years ago, then it came Love the way you lie, then Not afraid, I need a doctor.

Same thing to Gaga, when it was Poker Face all over the place, I was so sick and tired of it for a while, hehe. Then it came Bad Romance, Paparazzi, Telephone, Alejandro, and Born this way, Speechless. Gaga is one of those artists that doesn’t produce as many crazy amount of songs but almost each and every of them became koushui and then classic.

It apparently takes a few years to turn a koushui song use-to-be to a classic. A koushui song always gets something to make it able to become a koushui

Well, this is just some kinda weird theory in mind need to speak it out, haha.

When you are feeling down, food is always the happiness.

When you are feeling high, good food makes it even better.

My Kick ass home made burger. served with Blue cheese and self made guacamole, kicks a lot of asses…

With Melon Salad (new learning from M), love the layers of the burger.

下次发上recipe。

心里空空荡荡，Let’s Air supply

all out of love

I’m lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn’t really know, doesn’t really know

I ‘m all out of love, I’m so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I ‘m all out of love, what am I without you
I can’t be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I’m reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can’t hold on
There’s no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I’ll be gone, I’ll be gone

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

A bit worn out  for not having any vacation in the summer. It’s getting harder and harder, sometimes just feel like don’t wanna talk to anyone or avoid any communication. Has received complains from several friends for not replying SMSs neither FB messages, sorry for being a horrible friend, it’s just a bit tired.

It said to be Zhongqiu Jie today, kinda felt sorry for myself of using the word “said to be”. Seriously, barely remember it. Was sleeping at 19:30 while I got a call from J yesterday about going over for a Moon dinner. Then realized, aha! it’s zhongqiu.

Today, a busy as hell day, forgot again about the Zhongqiu thing, until… like now…

Anyways, everything is just fine, not as bad as it it written, it’s just a way get the head a bit fresher and let the shit out.

Ps: it’s so hard to use those F words when I’m writing than talking. Burst out four-letter-words is always a good way to unleashing emotions or pressures.

9月的第一个周末

下午在沙发上睡着，做了一个非常诡异的梦。

现在只记得一个大概。

我从西班牙坐火车要去瑞士
然后坐着坐着就睡着了
也不是睡着了
就是要在一个城市转车，好象是Narbonne
可是我一直动不了
脑子里有画面
然后天快黑了
我经过一站
想收拾东西
怎么都收拾不完
然后还是动不了
然后就醒了。

很吊诡的剧情。

想想难道是看了source code之后模拟了一把剧情？

然后今天不知道为什么一直想吃东西，完全停不下来
吃了剩下的lasagna，还吃了totellini，三个玉米，半盒千层雪，一包花生，一包薯片，还有两罐可乐，然后奶昔。。好像还有别的，一下想不起来了

这周末本来想出去hiking一下的，结果连续两天都有推辞不得的活动，希望下周六能成行，在户外睡睡觉感觉总是会神清气爽的。

看了一集星光。现在叫华人星光大道。

评委有陶喆，林夕。

林夕，华语乐坛的传奇人物，数不清到底有多少的词是他写的。简直就用得上如雷贯耳这个词。

一个非常囧的事情是今天刚知道原来林夕是男的。。。。。。！！！！

好丢人，哈哈！

刚出来的时候刚看还以为是方大同，造型神似。后来一介绍原来是林夕。

第一眼看到不是会很顺眼的那种，但是听他说几句话觉得很暖暖的感觉，很喜欢。

主要小时候周围叫林夕的人也蛮多的，全部都是女的，完全没意料的男生叫林夕的，哈。然后林夕自己也不唱歌，所以20年居然没发现这秘密，嘿嘿。

每天早8点到晚9点的schedule，有点小小厌倦现在的状态。

处在一种周期内，很难形容的一种周期。When you are too much concerntrated in one thing, the world is getting less vivid, which is kinda againt my nature and all this entrepreneurial stuff. Need to jump out the circle somehow, whatever it is, go somewhere travelling, some vacation, or perhaps attend some crazy lectures. 思路最活跃的时候往往是在课堂上，虽然一般不是在听课，但是一般老师讲的内容总是会引起很丰富的联想。

居然已经26了？在反应过来之前。

从14号周日晚上开始生病，15号在床上昏厥了一整天，然后一整个礼拜处于昏厥和半昏厥状态。很感动周一晚上的稀饭，谢谢。

很想写些什么纪念逝去的时光，或者装逼地展望一下未来，脑子却糊成一团。

上周在R的country house，我们team building，太美了。

peter, bjorn and john – young folks

Starting to have more appliances than a regular housewife, hehe.

豆浆机，blender，nespresso，water boiler，they are all over the place in the small kitchenette.

Wanted Soya Milk so much, sis brought one from CN last year.

Wanted good and easy coffee, bought a nespresso

Wanted to have home made smoothie, bought a blender, and btw, had to buy a Freezer before that, hehe.

Now the morning could be so eventful, make coffee, smoothie, sometimes even soya milk and pancake, hehe.

Gonna have to stop buying all this things before the studio room is getting even more stuffed, ha!

今天是连续第二天去SATS，这个夏天总共加起来也就了几次，斯京短暂的夏天实在不喜欢在室内锻炼。不过今天撑最后一下Abs machine时候有点儿把左边的肩膀拉伤了，现在感觉怪怪的。然后回来把一大块肉给做了，做得好好吃。

今年夏天木有假期，现在很想出去透透气，但是重任在身，sigh，guess it’s gonna pay off sometime.

今天穿件小线衫不觉得热了，夏天已经悄悄地溜走了的感觉。夏天溜走的同时25岁终于快要过完了，心中若有所失。

今天准备一首Wake me up when september ends最为睡前结束曲目。

Summer has come and passed,

the innocent can never last,

like me come to pass Europe,

four years has gone so fast,

here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in life again

becoming who we are

as my memory rests

but never forget what I lost

Good night, 所有未眠的人们。

greenday – wake me up when september ends

今天Stockholm Pride的游行日，去看了大概2分钟就回来了。

在office呆到现在，给M学校的draft差不多做好了。

写论文的速度要是能有写报告这么快就好了。那天和MS聊天，一致认为做一个50页的高质量consulting report要比需要完全原创的dissertation要简单100倍，呵。

很久没有周末在office这么努力刻苦了，只不过回去反正也没事做，就顺便干点儿活。

最近大事情很多：

1. 在bloomberg 看到，今天看到标普给美国国债评级从AAA降为AA+了，for the first time in the nation’s history，嘎。

2. 欧元区债务危机加剧，现在四小猪已经变成6小猪了，从最早的PIGS一路演变成PIIGS到现在的PIIGGS。

3. 瓦良格号终于要出海了。

4. 干掉本拉登的那队海豹被人直升机上一锅端了，虽然不是大事，但是觉得算是是一个指标性事件。

锅里在煮饺子，素三鲜，嘎嘎！照片完全木有关联，但是写文章总是会像传个照片。

明天的活还真不少，SC的sketch要准备，然后看房！！